The V Spot

                                                                                                                                                                 So everyone whom knows me and now that you are my family you guysas well just know how much I completely obsess over this family... Over jack(awww jack ) He is like America's man of men right... He's like every princess fantasy of what their prince would be....every mother's you are so right for my daughter... and every badboys nightmare... On last nights show we all witnessed more into the lives of Rebecca and Jack... My heart literally crushed when he drove up and saw that guy at her door with better flowers and a better suit on...lol I'am just saying... im just saying... So anyway on last nights show there was a lot going on(Check out my you-tube channel and subscribe https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNmptqA6oy6-7vonMEJ4yjw for my feedback... My question is or maybe its not a question or maybe it is.

I've had so many people today alone tell me how cute I look...that my hair is beautiful...That i'am so confident... Guys let me let you all in on a little secret...you ready??? I SUFFER FROM LOW SELF ESTEEM. I always did... I was always have... I hate my nose.... My arms jiggle and my teeth are finally getting fixed...yes I said finally... My story comes through just like many others it all started when I was a little girl(funny.. that's when it seems to happen right) But I don't ever remember being told I was pretty or beautiful... oh wait as I write I did whenever my mother did my hair. I remember always wanted to wear shoes...y'all I have a thing with heels... It makes noise... People look to see whose coming... it makes you stand taller..your back in a upright position... This brings me to my morning. See I find value with standing in the mirror telling myself that I'm beautiful and strong and healthy and worthy... worthy of whatever the day brings my way...

Am I the only one who feels like Monday is death....like pure death...no like death unspeakable death beyond death...  How does one take their Mondays back??? I know many of us feel like Sundays are the beginning of the week but if you aint working that aint you beginning of the week ( insert side eye) But seriously how does one make it over the Monday blues... For me I decided as always that this Monday I was going to get up early... Listen to my motivation and do my 7 minute exercise... and prepare myself for the day.. well lets just say that did not happen... Now don't get me wrong when that alarm clock went off this morning at 5:15 alarm went off I gently got up and pick my phone up... turn the alarm off and laid back down... so listen seriously iam going to get back in order and hopefully if you are like me you will get up and get back in order as well. I'm finding what I don't do on Monday...it aint happening for the rest of the week... I would love to hear how you de

Welcome to my  first of many blogs. I appreciate each and everyone of you joining in today. I 'am a radio personality with pqradio1.com.... I have several businesses that I operate but first I' am  a mother. If you get the chance to listen to my show that ive done last week you will just see how a horrible incident has not only left me hopeless...but helpless and confused as well. How does a mother bounce back from finding their child on the floor wanting to commit suicide. How does a mother even began to pick herself up and continue to move forward when she feels all hope is lost? Well I'm that mother. We are strong we gone each and every day telling ourselves that we can make it and that we can get through virtually any and everything but do we really believe it. My world was completely turned upside down and around at the drop of a dime. Its amazing how going to work one morning to the next can change everything. In my blog, its not going to be perfect but I promise i